Tuesday, May 8, 2012

If this is it..


‘Woke up, fell out of bed,
Dragged a comb across my head
Found my way downstairs and drank a cup,
And looking up I noticed I was late.’
(A Day in the Life by The Beatles from the 1967 album 'Sgt.Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band)
   
          Well..

                          If this is it.
       
    My last..…’Today’

        I want to leave my wife with fresh oil in her ride

so I dropped her car off at McCarthy Service before they opened,
 
                                  and signed their ‘release’ form

   for the last time…
                              
                              and dropped the keys in the envelope, and put it in the overnight box.

                                                                                           -Gone-
   
 As I looked out at route 7, cool air against my skin..

                                       shorts and sneaks on...

I’ll have this one more run home...
       
                                            in this misty morning.

  Stretching out a little before I head out

                                      I see a couple of gals from a local church are walking…talking..

          And heading back into the fog.

                             as I approach the road.

                                                                            the air smells great.
breaking into a run,

          I feel ‘in Creation’

          And in a few more miles I’ll be

                                                       home.

to walk Tootsie one more time..

                give Rosemary one more kiss.... 
     
                                       24 Enoch walked with God; then he was no more, because God took him away.

      It is a day like no other.

                      13"Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour.

                                           Yes..and maybe Lord..

                                                     I'm finally 'getting it'.


   30Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.'[f] 31The second is this: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'[g]There is no commandment greater than these."                             
       
                                showered...

                                            clean underwear...
         
                               shaved....teeth brushed..

                                          hmmm...
   
                                    lets see now....the wardrobe..

                                                                    which black Harley shirt to wear?
                                                                       

    Everything outside seems to have more color today, as I roll the electra glide out of the garage. 
          
       
                                   'the money'..
'the board meeting'..
                                   'the job'..
'the house'..                                          'gigs'...
                         
                          'chores'... all have fallen to the ground

           like leaves for someone else to rake up. 
   
                                                                        for this
                                                                                     is my last Today
        
               Pressing ‘start’

                                      The 103 comes to life..and waits for me.                          

                    So Lord...
                                            how about we Go for 'just one more'...


Go into all the world and preach the good news to all creation.
                                                               
                                                        for You to share 'the good news' with,
                                                                                                                                                                                             
                                                                                                              
                                                                                       before I come Home Today?
       
                                                                           

Luke 16

The Rich Man and Lazarus

19 There was a rich man who was dressed in purple and fine linen and lived in luxury every day. 20 At his gate was laid a beggar named Lazarus, covered with sores 21 and longing to eat what fell from the rich man’s table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores.
22 The time came when the beggar died and the angels carried him to Abraham’s side. The rich man also died and was buried. 23 In Hades, where he was in torment, he looked up and saw Abraham far away, with Lazarus by his side. 24 So he called to him, ‘Father Abraham, have pity on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, because I am in agony in this fire.’
25 But Abraham replied, ‘Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, while Lazarus received bad things, but now he is comforted here and you are in agony. 26 And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been set in place, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross over from there to us.’
27 He answered, ‘Then I beg you, father, send Lazarus to my family, 28 for I have five brothers. Let him warn them, so that they will not also come to this place of torment.’
29 Abraham replied, ‘They have Moses and the Prophets; let them listen to them.’
30 “‘No, father Abraham,’ he said, ‘but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.’
31 “He said to him, ‘If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.’”
                  don't wait another minute...
if this is it... Today                                                                              

My Old School

Show biz kids making movies
Of themselves you know they
Don't give a f*?# about anybody else….
(‘Show Biz Kds’ from the 1973 Steely Dan album ‘Countdown to Ecstacy’)


Steely Dan (Donald Fagan and Jeff Baxter) shaped a good portion of my listening and playing

 time as a musician.

I met Donald backstage in Saratoga. It was very cool.

The song lyrics reflect a truth that Donald Fagan witnessed …

                                              and was compelled to write about in song.
This one is one of my favorites…

                  And..

                                  Yes, and that is the ‘F’ bomb.

                                                     softened up...with the symbols.

                He wouldn’t want you to miss the passion..

                                     as he looked out upon the poverty in our culture.
       
   You may find some ‘Show Biz Kid’ in you.
       
                                                        I know I find it in me.

Softened with symbols

                              A Passionate Man..saw the poverty in a culture 2000 years ago..

I will omit the symbols this time…as I am here to talk to you
               
                of the Paramount manifestation in flesh..

                                                we can sacrificially offer each other..and God.

This, is about Marriage.
Marriage Is Sacred and Binding
   31 “Furthermore it has been said, ‘Whoever divorces his wife, let him give her a certificate of divorce.’ 32 But I say to you that whoever divorces his wife for any reason except sexual immorality[e] causes her to commit adultery; and whoever marries a woman who is divorced commits adultery.

Ok…
       Adultery.

Adultery in the Heart

2
7 “You have heard that it was said to those of old,[c]You shall not commit adultery.’[d] 28 But I say to you that whoever looks at a woman to lust for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29 If your right eye causes you to sin, pluck it out and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell. 30 And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell.

Wow Man…that is a little harsh


        Don’t you think?

And He answered and said to them, “Have you not read that He who made[a]them at the beginning ‘made them male and female,[b] 5 and said, ‘For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh’?[c] 6 So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate.” 7 They said to Him, “Why then did Moses command to give a certificate of divorce, and to put her away?” 8 He said to them, “Moses, because of the hardness of your hearts, permitted you to divorce your wives, but from the beginning it was not so. 9 And I say to you, whoever divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality,[d] and marries another, commits adultery; and whoever marries her who is divorced commits adultery.” 10 His disciples said to Him, “If such is the case of the man with his wife, it is better not to marry.”

That I look at marriage of man and woman (yes male and female) as the manifestation of Gods Church (as opposed to ‘our’ church)..

                                        Isn’t just ‘my’ idea.

                        Of course..if you don’t know Christ as Lord…

Well….
             Look for your ‘loophole’ in scripture to get a divorce

          or

                     To get married to your farm animal!
 
                                                                               
                                                                         Class dismissed.


It is easy to get distracted by those that profess to know Christ..

                That have ‘changed partners’ 1, 2, 3 or more times..

                        And are raising their hands in praise every Sunday.

Is it a mockery?

                  Or

                           Is it ignorance…

                         Of Who they are raising their hands to.

(‘…making movies of themselves, you know they don’t give…’)

Just who is to blame?

  In the name of numbers..

                How superficial has ‘the News’ of The Son of God become?

Maybe if ‘we’ make it easy..

                And use some ‘tools’

                                Hey man, be careful.
                                               

    If…
                 Marriage is His Church.

                        What is Its Foundation?

What have you and I adapted into our lives…

                to be a little more acceptable..

                                         While fostering ignorance in the wake.

So..

                does quoting the ‘Judge’ make me ‘judgmental’?

I’ll share my

          My fear…
       
                My conviction..

                                Is that I wake up one day..
       
                                                      standing before a beaten Man…

holding the bloodied ‘tool’ that was used to inflict the freshest wound..

                                              And Him looking up at me

And then higher
                         saying..

                        Forgive him…
                                  he just didn’t know… Me.


As I kick around ‘town’..

        And our Lord engages me where I am at…

He lets me understand the importance of me..

                                -me Choosing-

You know..

                I like the new bike…

                                        But…I gratefully park it…


                In front of ‘the old school’.

( a little heavy…take your time)
               

Thus when our Lord further saith, unless a Man forsake all that he hath, he cannot be my Disciple; the Reason is plain, and the Necessity absolute. It is because all that the natural Man hath, is in the Possession of Self-love, and therefore this Possession is to be absolutely forsaken, and parted with. All that he hath, is to be put into other Hands, to be given to Divine Love, or this natural Man cannot be changed into a Disciple of Christ. For Self-love in all that it hath, is earthly, sensual, and devilish, and therefore must have all taken away from it; and then to the natural Man all is lost, he hath nothing left, all is laid down at the Feet of Jesus. And then all Things are common, as soon as Self-love has lost the Possession of them. And then the Disciple of Christ, though having nothing, yet possesseth all Things, all that the natural Man has forsaken, is restored to the Disciple of Christ an hundred-fold. For Self-love, the greatest of all Thieves, being now cast out, and all that he had stolen and hidden thus taken from him, and put into the Hands of Divine Love, every Mite becomes a large Treasure, and Mammon opens the Door into everlasting Habitations. This was the Spirit of the first Draught of a Christian Church at Jerusalem, a Church made truly after the Pattern of Heaven, where the Love that reigns in Heaven reigned in it, where Divine Love broke down all the selfish Fences, the Locks and Bolts of me, mine, my own, &c., and laid all Things common to the Members of this new Kingdom of God on Earth.
       
                                        William Law in the year 1749

How long have you been settling for good…

                                                          While the Best laid it all out for you…

                                Again and again

                                                                        So many years ago.


                        You’ll pay more attention to what He says…

                     When you Believe.. He and God are One in the same.

the wheels on the bus


The wheels on the bus go round and round
Round and round, round and round
The wheels on the bus go round and round
All through the town.
                                               (author-unknown)

It is really amazing how a little weight added to the Wheel

          At just the right spot
                                       Smooooooths out the entire Ride.

         

  ---  It is a fresh spring day and the morning sun is splitting the horizon..
                       
                            I am just encountering creation from the saddle of my ‘10

Merging with traffic from the ramp..

                   Rolling it on to 74 mph

            And I notice a certain…

                                      distracting…

                       ’feel’ to my wheels.
           
                    Like an unsafe…
                 
                                    not quite in control.. wobbly thing

                                    Pulling over..
                                                  
                    I ponder..and exhale

                                                          ’ok Lord, now what.’

  beside the idling black and chrome.

        I kneel down to check out the front rim.

                                                           Sure enough….the ‘sticky’ is there,

               but the lead weight is missing.

 (You know, I always worked around that unsightly weight ..

                                                 when washing and polishing the ‘important stuff’ .)
_______                                                                                                     __________________________

                       How about the balance of ‘your’ ride?

                                                        You know man,

             ‘ chrome’ won’t get you Home, right?
           

                      Think about it…

there may be a certain person in your life..

                                                           that you would never have thought..

                                                               made such a difference

               as you worked ‘around’ them,

                                                          polishing the ‘important’ stuff.

                                         Listen up.
                                                                   Today
                  
                                                           as the black board
         
                                                                             of your mind fills up

                                       with formulas and solutions
                                            
                            things

                                     you have written ON IT through your encounters in life..

                                                        Ask God for His Erasure.

                      to wipe it clean.
                                                      Then..

                                                             start again..

  and take the Chalk

 and put a Cross in the center of it.
           
                                               
 Today



Psalm 51
10 Create in me a pure heart, O God,
       and renew a steadfast spirit within me.

 11 Do not cast me from your presence
       or take your Holy Spirit from me.

 12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation
       and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me
.